I hate men.
I really really really do.

You are all fucking idiots.

So I was seeing err if you call it that, a guy from work. Well we went for dinner tonight. Afterwards we kissed, fooled around he then tells me that i am not what he sees himself with and that he doesn't want to lead me on. Also tells me that he doesn't care if his partner doesn't get off.ie. she doesn't reach orgasm.

why oh why does this always happen to me

I think I may start looking at dating women.

fuck. men suck. this makes me want to drink myself silly and smoke an entire package of cigarettes.

THANK GOD I leave for my vacation in 16 days.

I am proud of who I am.
I just bought a condo in Toronto. Fuck me. you all suck.

Booze

I can no longer drink. Which is a good thing because in the past few months I started getting blackouts.

Both meds say to avoid alcohol as one may cause seizures and increase heart rate and the other not good to drive - blurred vision, drunk faster etc. etc.

I keep fucking things up.

Soon I will get away and be in Europe. 28 more days until I leave.