Today was the memorial service for JJ. I cried. Seeing others cried, didn't help.
I dont know why this has shook me so much. I worked at his company for a year and a half. They laid me off those papers were delivered by him. I know that I am in a better job with a company that is better suited to my needs and has more growth.

It was odd seeing people I used to work wiht. Two in particular that completely ignored me. Funny as where I work now does business with this company. It hurts being ignored. esp by people I worked with. Sure didn't get along with at times but to ignore me like that?

I hate how everyone is married. Or has a boyfriend or girlfriend. And has a large group of friends. or has a house a condo etc.

I feel like my life is not worth living. That Melissa Winkler is worthless.

I do not know who I am.

I want to go to the Depeche Mode concert in July in Toronto but I have no one to go with.

There was so many people there today. When I die i doubt if 10 people who show up.

I go back to the doctor soon as these new meds are not working. I'm tired of taking dugs.

I do not know who MW is...