Changes

So, I have joined a gym. First day will be tomorrow after work. It just at the local community centre. Get me out of the house and taking care of myself.

I am slowly on the path of letting go and getting rid of things and people that hurt me.

I'm done. I'm done with relationships that only hurt me. Men who use me. 12 months too long of this fucking bullshit. I deserve to be with someone who likes me for me, who loves me for me, who takes me places, who opens the door, who holds my hand, who introduces me to their friends, parents, pets. Who talks about the future together, who isn't afraid to be open with me, who calls me, who wants to see me, who misses me, who has an interest in my life.

Fuck you. I am done. You are a piece of shit, a child. so immature i hope you get what you deserve.